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I lay awake in the shadows, waiting for my destiny. Half dead,I stride more and more away. Desire strong, but the life in me is weak. I should die for all my sins! Can I get a little more, of this pain. Am I straight in line? Why do I hate myself? I don't believe! Its all come down. all this pain all this hate, I feel it move through me! Am I alive? Or just paranoid? Is this real! What have I said! I'm too weak,please take me. Down to the ground, sleep, Its over!

What has happened? what am i now? I can feel all the pain, How did it get here, do i deserve this? I cant control my shake. I wish i didnt like this! I'm breaking my mind, Please don't take it away I want this in me Am i paranoid, Is this killing me? I feel the pain in me. Afraid its true, Embrace the pain, Take a breath, hold my place, FEAR! All this hate inside One more day, One more day to fight, One more day to die. what am i now!